Friday, March 31, 2006
9:54 PM
Letting it loose
i have a lot of things to say now, try to endure, many concerns serious stuff... 1st, happy b'dae to dear april jiejie, bleh, shared pressie with jiemin.. blablabla..etc.etc. today have dance. i personally feel that we suck, we took like so long to even get into the formation, and applause to 2/10-2/12 for doing it well... blabla..this..tt... wow.. todae my group the AI(the guy supposedly to help us) is so similar to sesh la. maybe he is a descend from him =P. he is black, big, strong, open to cuss words, likes to scold ppl, we talked alot of crap, he didnt tell us his name but he said "he hated school, he doesn't gif a damn abt it"..lols. then aaron agree and hi-fi wid him. lmao. most funny thing is tt the guy talking ( the dance instructor, gayish one) abt formation then he tells us he is gay, and somemore he tells us "eh! i need you to listen...BECUZ I AM NOT LISTENING" ..lmao! i like making friends, there is a joy of it when i make a new friend. blabla played soccer at volleyball court, lols, jason and daniel plae wid aloha alliance, and i found out jason is crappy. hahas. lols. daniel irritating, when opponent score or we lose the ball, he will say "lmao (ler-mao)"...
okae now to important stuff, this concerns 208 and me la. 1st me , most ppl in 208 thinks that i am a geek, a nerd, they judge a person too much by their cover, jus because i am short and fat and dun spike my hair, dey may think im uncool, like wtf. like, 208 ppl dun care abt me, i am jus a lame dude on their msn contacts to them.. feel so ostracised? but nvm, let them be. even me publicizing my blog on msn.. no effing body of 208 even comes to effing tag. even non-classmates, link and/or tag me. i mean like, wtf?
2nd thing abt our class, pokai is very stressed of the class, class is funny, they split into gangs? den dey jus folo the leader, eg. one raise hand, all raise hand, i am not pointing fingers at anybody, but that's not very important la. ppl need to get rid of their attitude, alwaes try to be in another's shoe, pokai care rep? so u ppl expect him to gif u everything, den nv do = pokai's fault, c'mon how can he gif if u ppl dun even effing bother to ask, kanina... ppl with attitude, those unco-operative ppl, those who do not wish to be part of 208, those other types of ppl ( i shall not go into detail, i shall not name).. these ppl can change if they want, like i think you ppl also agrees kevin has an attitude, but now he is getting better after a chat i had with him, other people should also try to just change your attitudes to gd personality. those who after reading this, discriminating me or is cursing or swearing at me, i do not mind, i can be ostracized, but can just change attitudes. ppl who disciminate outcastes. that is not the way, i mean, they are not what they want to be, it is not their choice whether they look gay? or whether they look ugly, no one dares to try to understand them..and insteads critisises them just becoz of a inborn trait. try to be in their shoes...
that's all i am trying to say
and i apologize to those whom i had offended directly or indirectly
long post.
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